F is for Failure (but it's also for Future)
I've just had my exam results back and I got a fail! All my life I've been hitting A's like it was nothing and now I'm failing and getteing B's and C's if I work my ass off! Anyway, it hit me hard. It was almost as if this exam mark was a final call to me that to go on is pointless. I don't want to think like that, and actually I'm not, for the most part I'm a positive person. But the whole of last year I was questioning whether I even want to do chemistry. I can't really see myself in a lab, nor can I see myself solving massively complex mathematical equations in a computer lab. I can't even see myself as a lab technician. So what does that leave? Well I could always be a teacher? Teach Chemistry? Probably not! But then again, I would like to share a width of knowledge, I doubt I have the brain capacity to "specialise" in any particular subject, but so much about the world fascinates me. I'd probably be quite a good science te...